很长一段时间以来，都想着如何能够把以前的东西拾掇得干净，然后永远就不用费心，不用希希索索
的担心丧失。拾掇的结果不是干净，而是又一次的认识，仿佛又看见了新的东西，才发现没有什么事
情能够真的就沉静下来。
新新旧旧，来来往往，浮浮沉沉。
看过的东西并没有变成回忆，却依然成为了新知。
Since a very long time , were thinking how to tidy up the thing in the past clean,
then needn’t take a lot of trouble forever, the worry forfeiture that needn’t be wished to ask for .
The result tidied up is not clean, but the understanding again, seem and see new thing,
just find that it can be really getting calm that there is not thing .
New and new and old and old, come and go , drift along.
The thing seen has not been turned into remembering ,
but has still become new knowledge.
二零零五年，来得诡异。
说来得诡异，是因为在着新旧交替的时候，自己却没有一点的感觉，亦没有回忆本来的此时。
深知很多变迁实际上只是风平浪静的事情，也就没有刻意什么。
但是依然想起圣诞前夜的时候发生的事情，感觉有很多事情都是无奈的，自己不能驾驭不能扭转也不能适应的。
一切都按照自己的规律发生，所以就这样吧。
不如生活得安静、和平。
In 2005, will come uncannily. In fact uncanny,
when being because in transition from the old to the new,
oneself have feeling a bit, has not met ,
the ones that have not also remembered originally are at this moment .
Know very well what a lot of changes are only calm thing in fact ,
not painstaking. But the thing happenning while still remembering the Christmas eve,
feel that a lot of things are helpless,
oneself can’t without can control ing is it can meet either to turn back.
Everything take place according to one’s own law, so on so.
Not so good as living a quiet life, peace.