Since a very long time , were thinking how to tidy up the thing in the past clean,
then needn’t take a lot of trouble forever, the worry forfeiture that needn’t be wished to ask for .
The result tidied up is not clean, but the understanding again, seem and see new thing,
just find that it can be really getting calm that there is not thing .
New and new and old and old, come and go , drift along.
The thing seen has not been turned into remembering ,
but has still become new knowledge.
In 2005, will come uncannily. In fact uncanny,
when being because in transition from the old to the new,
oneself have feeling a bit, has not met ,
the ones that have not also remembered originally are at this moment .
Know very well what a lot of changes are only calm thing in fact ,
not painstaking. But the thing happenning while still remembering the Christmas eve,
feel that a lot of things are helpless,
oneself can’t without can control ing is it can meet either to turn back.
Everything take place according to one’s own law, so on so.
Not so good as living a quiet life, peace.